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21-5-02
Two
kinds of time
The
last 2000 of years we have the time lived as a straight line from birth to
death. All is predictable on that line and the human lives this programmated and
real thinking is not necessary. The death begins very young.
Now we go to the real life.
In the real life the time is a circle, you are born on the outside of this
circle. This circle goes also for a small part through the before be born. So
you were already there and no one has seen you. When you live this circle, who
goes also a little part through the death, then you go to understand the life,
and you see that be born is physical situation of your real being and the death
is also a physical situation. You self stays on the circle. Buddha told his
wisdom to go before the death. All the eastern wisdom has as essention this
circle. The old book of wisdom the I Ching has 64 characters and the higher you
come you come in yin and yang, one step higher is already a circle called Tai Ji,
there yin and yang are the highest situation of love. The yang, the manly side,
turns around the yin, the womanly side, and then it changed and the womanly side
turned around the yang as core, and the womanly is spread out. They have each
other in balance, there is the great love and one step higher as this love is
the empty circle called Wu Ji and that is the God time. When you are be born in
god’s time, this is the word the new scienty now give it, but the real word is
the mythological time.
When you are born and you
hold the time that you was not yet on the world you hold that as base of your
life, then you have nothing to learn because you already know all and your
moving is to go around the circle and go a time through the death.
To have been in a war, to have seen the destruction of the materie and
see this as yourself, then there is no fear in you because this is part of the
life, all burning around you, 1000ds of bodies who are like the stones who are
fall down, then you see that those stones and those bodies that is one and you
walk through it and you have still the life. Then you know that there is no
emotion in you, because you are living in the circle and you go back to before
you was born and you can sleep in the snow, you can 5 days without eating and
have no hunger. There is a great proud in you to be part of the circle.
I have the great blessing to
be born as a double Aquarius in a star world that has begun in the time of my
birth to be Aquarius, so I am one with the vibrations of the universe, so the
emptiness of the circle is for me the life.
A new love must have touched me deep to my soul Several months ago a
woman touched me and brings in the emptiness of the circle a living and she felt
that and I felt that it is universal and I can work hard.
Zen master Anton Heyboer
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