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This is the true

How that is with that man with that 4 women were they all talk about “he has them”. This is a short speaking of the true. I was a man alone in a little fishers boat in the harbor of IJmuiden and before the coast. Fishing, but that was not the use of it. The use of it was to be. Because I just came out Berlin and had stand the fire and the bombs and I had learned myself to live in the not-to-be, because then there is less death for yourself. Not to be is a self-protection. But it is also the bottom of all wisdom what came out China many 1000 years ago, it rises there in the same meaning of self-protection. The only to be that can break this hard true in me is to have a little fisher-ship and to be alone with the waves and the sea that has the intention of death.
Women were already years no part of my life, it was for me as if they did not exist because the only what I saw were other fishermen. There came never fishes on my hooks, so I did it 3 years with empty hooks and there grows a to be in me that did not hurt the not-to-be of my wisdom. Because the empty hooks were again my wisdom.
I could take the smoked fishes out the drums of where the fish were smoked and where they were a little hurt and for that out of the sale. Three years I saw no money at all.
On a day I made a deal with a farmer that I got a piece of land from him with a stone barn on it, I said “you get the money for that when I have it” and this are the wonders in life, that that man did that. He made it official with his own standing surety. The man I was, total free from of to think on woman, let from out the sky from out my vibrations they get up for potential women, came to this life I lived free of the world. And they wanted to be free of the world. They are still here, nothing changed, I am still the same man, I never touched flesh, I stayed in my wisdom.
I started to draw and the farmer gets his money and the 4 women closed themselves together in a company they made called the VOF Heyboer-Malomajo and for a guilder to 3 guilders a piece, that is what the law has as rule, that you have bought the paper what they call art and they may do with it what they want. Because I never leave this piece of land, because moving is against the wisdom.
They bought the land and the stone barn. We built ourself 3 more of them, that is their own and the art is their own. She sell it to the world by a 5th woman who bought a piece of the land and started a selling-house there. I mostly draw ships and I also cut them in zinc. I became to be famous but I translate all what they find from me, I translate it to the 4 girls as one, so as the psychologist Jung says: ”the soul has four reasons to be your soul”. So I translate myself as being in those 4 girls and for me there was no longer a reason for to be, so I stepped back in my not-to-be in my most deeply feelings in Berlin in those 4 years till 1945. I am again empty, the empty of the nothing of the old Zen.
The women give me food called Ayur-Veda, what is 5000 years old. It has nothing to do with the Western food. It is to make the base of your spiritual life stronger. I have a big thanks for the food they give me. The whole famous person all in the world in musea, that are the 4 women. I have nothing to do with it. I am free of it. I have not to carry the big stone, they play with that stone with the world, so they always smiling because they have reached their freedom and feel that those 4 are all part of one soul.
And I am from heaven. I live the heaven in its macrocosmos that streams through me and have the same vibrations as the microcosmos. That is the science when you are not blocked by be anything. Now you know what it is, that man and that 4 women where no one has in all the 30 years this exist has understand nothing from it, because this is not to understand, because you cannot analyze it because it is a real universe formula. It is there and it should be always there. The 4 women makes that it is and the man, the reason of this all, is not. And that is why this paradox no on can make it to consciousness. But the world feels it in its inconscious, by its intuition and its instinct. So you know.

Created by Zen master Anton Heyboer March 22, 2002

 

Anton Heyboer, 1924-2005    SITEMAPPLATTEGROND