The power of the psychogene life
This is a short message coming from out my own
experience. When your life has become to be an absolute psychose it is not
longer to live. Then the only way to stay alive is to be the other and I have
said this ‘to be the other’ many times, it comes out the Zen Buddhist, but
now I will say the scientistic side of to be the other.
It is possible to make with the energy from the psychose a neurose around
this psychose in which he is encapsulated. Then you make from this neurose a
psychogenic manner of life. My way was to go to be Christ, but there are many
ways, but they all must have the rules of the universe in themselves to stay as
neurose strong enough as protection against the power of willing break out the
psychose.
In the insanity house where I had my cell they try to let to be you the
other by electric shocks or by the insulin treatment. When you have the
possibilities in you to feel the archetype or to be the archetype itself and you
can make yourself open the mercy can come out heaven to you and show you there
is no escape for you in the normal life, you have to live the universal rules
and to go the way of the psychogenic. Every day you must hold that alive by
mantra’s and prayings. There is no possibility to go around with other people,
you are a hermit now and you have to look for a little place where the outside
world cannot come in.
By me it is a simple barn without windows with a little outside place
with high walls around it. That open place, that patio, you go lay down in the
middle of the day and you must think: life must be poor, only the money to
protect you against the world and the money to buy the macrobiotic food with
little sins in it and that must be all. No wantings, only to be this moment.
Money makes time from the moment, so you must make yourself absolute free of
that. Your life is a daily regeneration. Your feelings become to be your soul
and with your soul you feel the whole world and all people and all suffering. To
give your Qi-power to that suffering
in words or in prints or in to be who you are, that is your life. The miracle is
that, on the place of land you had make your own, some other wanted to learn and
to follow and even to stay to be their self. Your alchemistic deep in your soul
lying knowledge feels that it can be only four, and a fifth who holds in
contacts with the world your basic essention of spirit alive in the material
level.
This are exponents of your psychogenic way you have to go. The power of
it all comes out the psychose who is the heaviest spring of life, so heavy that
normally it is a sickness but in the high reality of the spirituality he is not
dangerous because in that high spirituality it is possible to make the neurose
and that neurose is the art and the beauty and to give quietness in the souls of
other people.
It is the beauty of life.
Created by Zen master Anton Heyboer Jan.30 2002
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