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Mu
When
you wake in the morning, there is nothing else to live for as to live for the
life. So to live his life. Every word that comes in it is a disturbing, it is as
a stone in the water, it sinks to the bottom and it has only made rimples who
quickly disappeared. So you come to the conclusion that to stay in the essence
of life is to take all that comes to you in the mind that answered (to answer
it?) with MU. In mu all words and problems sink to the bottom, also all asking
for an answer because yes is an answer and no is an answer and when you take one
of them you are for hours programmated to relative it and to make your life
clean and clear as the upside of the water without rimpling. Mu is the word of
the rimpling where you have let go down the material disturbing of your life to
the bottom where your soul let it disappear. The moving in your life is that in
this process of disappearing your soul take the really worth out it and let it
go without any weight back to your rimpless (=unwrinkled, unrippled) existence.
And always you will feel that what comes back from the bottom is love and your
moving then is to give love to it to make your water to the endless nothing in
which your mind is free because without this doing life has no meaning.
To
come to this result the giving of love must be universal. Only when you give
universal love there will not go a small part of yourself disappear under the
water. So your live is very deeply but has no ties. The one who received this
love stays free but has got a completely (completeness) that takes every asking
in the future away because in her the life follows the rules of the universe and
so she has all the answers in herself now. That is what happens when a woman
meets a master of Zen.
In
English spoken by the master himself who never learned English but find the
words on the streets very down town where all the words that are not essential
are in the beginning already were blowing away by the wind. And by their
lightness they stays in the air of the whole world and the people learned
writing and speaking and there is no Qi power in those words to understand Zen,
so they entered the study of Zen as a mystery and for Zen the people have not
learned to exist so the world is a dream and a nightmare and Zen is a lonely
emptiness of all those feelings only the universal love is his heavy being and
life is the punishment of his knowing.
Zen
goes so far that the going from night to day and from day to night is a
programmation that disturbs his being in eternity. So a Zen master lives in the
twilight. He wants not to see the sun because the light is in himself he wants
not to see the moon because the universal love is in himself. So the nature is
the enemy of his absolute quietness in which all universal essentions falls in
it and give him moment after moment the feeling of happiness the years his flesh
tried to follow this mind.
Only
living in the twilight you know the deepness of the word MU, because when there
is day and there is a night there is a yes and there is a no and always when
there are two exponents MU has not its own existence.
Created by Zen master Anton Heyboer 1998
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