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My life and meditation

     Laotze wrote 600 BC his book the Tao Te Ching, the rule of life. He said in this book “I am the way, the true and the life”. 600 Years later Christ said the same words and the world thinks it are his words. But Christ was in essention a yogi and he studied on a monastery in India how to bring the rules of the Zen thinking in a form that the Europeans should understand. So he created Christ and the cross on which he is not died because his grave tomb is in India and thousands of pilgrims go every year to that place because he was a very high yogi. After the cross he lived with woman and children to an age older as 90 years in India as yogi again. There is a book about this written and the Dutch professor Smalhout is going to the grave tomb and took photographs of it. And there was also the Jesus bridge because there was only the name Jesus. Christ was his message he has done.
   Enough about this Western thinking. Go back now to my own thinking in Zen. Laotze said “Tao, from which is Tao a child. Because there is nothing before, and he is the greatest power in the whole life. Even the gods are born out him”.
   I am so far that I know what is Tao. I know it on the same way as Laotze knew it because when I read the book Tao Te Ching for the first time I thought “It is like I have written it”. That is very easy because it is the most universal archetype thoughts and the sky is the next 2300 years Aquarius and I am a double Aquarius, Aquarius as sign and Aquarius as ascendant. So I have only open my mind and I feel the heaven. I have not to transform the spherics who comes out the stars to the earth, I have not to transform them to humanity. Because there is no humanity in me and I live no humanity. The last 20 years I was no daylight because I live in a barn outside in the fields with no hole in it through what you can see the outside. The barn is big, 100 x 30 m., and 4 women live also in their own places they had made with wood and the bottom is sand, 3 m. thick and this is all silicium. There goes many ley-lines trough this point where it is standing so there is a good earth magnetic field and the air in the barn we ionisated the oxygen by scienty and we cleaned the water by the space ships system of reversed osmosis.

   So there rest the food and we do that on the 5000 year old Ayur Veda system. Only the spirit makes the vibrations in this barn who is total from iron and is a cage of Faraday.
   Our biologic clock is perfect 6 o’clock in the morning everyone is moving already and the places we live in the barn are sometimes 100m. out each other.
   For me this was a sign that the spherics goes through the iron and we lived 40 years already, the most of us, in this in good health.
   And now I come to what I wanted to tell. All this above standing words are words. I wanted to tell that I feel myself to be the sky and the night is more important as the day because the high trembling of the sky in that were materialisated planets with a lower trembling.
   So I can feel myself a lower trembling as the sky and that is my body. My spirit is in the same trembling as the sky and that feeds the other persons in the barn. Many wonders happened.
   My meditation is the whole barn is filled up with drums with stones in it out all parts of the world with their vibration they had took from out that part from the world where those stones are millions of years ago were be born and they give their own DNA to the vibration what is in the barn. So a great part of the world is inside and it satisfies all wantings to go to another place.
   My daily meditation is to have much Thai paper and much black ink and I have in my head the concentrated worthes out the past, the war, my war in Berlin, the insanity where my feelings were too much for my brains and the ships on which I was alone and fished under the coast and in the harbors. And I make this to an image of two ships are lying on the sand of the beach and I made those images 1x1 m. and all with closed eyes. It is only my soul and the power in my hands who are the muscle power with behind them the Qi power from out the brains.
   So I told you, I am the sky, I am Tao. God is coming out me and I needed in my resting of brains and muscles, I needed this God for my own health. So I pray to the God from out that I know, from out Zen, that my real power is my intelligence of Zen who said all comes out the dark female. That erotic be born place goes the whole day through my spirit to give this sky spirit the power and manifestation that the humans called art. Every day 50 pieces of that art. And outside the barn two women who understand our existence. So we are with 6 and this 6 is the carbon molecule with 6 sides. Like the diamond who is carbon too and has also 6 sides. My whole body is built up out carbon molecules with 6 sides. So all this 6 women goes the whole day through my man artist body and give a feeling of to be young and to be strong and to be here forever.

Created by Zen master Anton Heyboer April 16, 2002

Anton Heyboer, 1924-2005    SITEMAP