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Artist thinking
When you are an artist, your thoughts have not to be true, they must give you the inspiration to can do your work.
So don’t
take me absolute serious now, but have also the idea “there is something true
in it”.
I begin again with the formula I like so much, that is the formula of relativity
from Einstein E=mc2. E stands for energy, m stands for mass, and c2
is the speed of light, 360.000 km/sec quadrate.
I am an artist and this was always my base on which I made my work and I became
a famous artist with it, hanging in the most great museums over the whole world.
I translate this formula for you – father, son, holy ghost. Father is never
seen, is too much. Holy ghost is never seen, is too much. In the middle there is
to see Christ. In the formula of Einstein the middle is mass and that is so
little, but it can speak about the other two giants in the human brain.
Energy can be so much, it are the spherics from the planets that come to the
earth. You must know this to say “this energy exist”. In this formula God is
this energy, and you must know God to say that he exist. Then the other part of
the formula, the light speed in quadrate, you must know this enormous worth in
your brain to understand this that in this formula it is the holy ghost, and you
can feel that.
In the middle of the formula is Christ, it is mass. It is very less by the other
superpowers but this middle speaks to both sides. He speaks about God and he
speaks about the holy spirit. And so worked Einstein with this formula, because
the only touchable in it was the mass. And this was also his own body and his
own brains.
I wrote a book as artist so nearly not to read, but it gives inspiration and
there was in my book a system. The book is called “The system of Anton
Heyboer”, I wrote in 1950. in that book based on the formula of Einstein was
the energy of the innocent, the mass was Christ and the light speed was the
feeling of guilty. I did not think by this writing, it comes to me out Heaven.
The middle power was in this artist thinking God’s hand itself. In the form of
Christ.
The Chinese high spiritual LaoTze said from himself “I am the way, the true
and the life”. He wrote this down in his book TaoTeChing. It is the same
formula of creation. The way that is the rules of the universe. Never to
understand. The true is in his absolute form the man. When you say “what is a
man”, then you can only say when he is real, he is the true. That is the only
he is. And mostly part of the true. The life is the woman, as big as the rules
of the universe, never to understand. The rules are there and the woman is there
and the man has to create himself to be there to come the most near to the
universal true.
All comes together in this absolute true, the Zen thinking comes to it to be
nothing because in the universal true all earth being is nothing. From out that
LaoTze spoke the words “I am the way, the true and the life” so as Christ
spoke the same words because they were not themselves, they were the Other. Zen
says always “never be yourself, be the Other”. He means be the Christ, be
the archetypical understanding what is universal true.
The conceivable between two inconceivables. That is the essence of life. That is
the peace in a relation. That is the great wonder that some things go on to
exist and to go on and to go on because the simplicity in the human thinking
with the great nothing of the spiritual thinking as power of true that never
breaks one of the two greatnesses out which it exist.
For me as artist all sex is incest because as you are real one with the other
then the other is like yourself because it must be so deeply that the pray is
“God forgive us our guilt so as we forgive the guilt of others”. That can
not be an easy guilt, that must come from so deep that the human cannot make the
necessary tension to be between man and woman from where out they could
understand the rules of universe. That incest is also the base that the man must
make himself to the true, is the only that can make him man, and where he
reached the universal true, there he is the archetype man.
From out this view the life of celibate is so easy. I live this life and the
priest must live this life because it is the essention from his being priest,
to carry his own guilt and not to make more guilt in himself. And so also
many yogi’s and other high-knowing people. It is the base from
being true. It is an archetype on itself.
Anton Heyboer, artist.
Created by Zen master Anton Heyboer April 3, 2002
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