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Blood-pressure and Christ
Dec.4, 2002
In
my last stories I told you I was not longer an artist, but by 20 years being not
out my studio, a barn in the swamps without windows, I had become the art
itself. So there was no life on me and at the end also not in me, and the result
of this was, that the reincarnation process I live in must go one step farther
to hold me out the insanity. Just then I got contact with the writer Julian
Barbour, who wrote the scientific book ‘There is no time’, and the University of
Oxford gives it out in 1997, also in this land, the Netherlands, but in American
language. It was not only the book, what brought me farther, but more what
Julian Barbour said. He said in ‘There is no time’: the people will 50 to 100
years need to get this in their genes. And from there in their understanding. He
said ‘I promoted my book now in the Netherlands, but my other incarnation is by
my friends in Pennsylvania, drinking coffee, and then I heard in his speaking
that he was doing his promotion here on an automatic pilot, and that his soul
was not here, and then I thought “He is really in Pennsylvania”. I understood
what he said about quantum mechanics and about the triangles out which the
cosmos is built up, to come to the conclusion ‘there is no time’. In my story
before this, I was so free that I felt I could choose another incarnation,
because this being art was burned up. I was going to the bottom. I wrote in the
story before this that I wanted again to be the fisherman I was before this
whole art-situation started.
My companion who typed those stories, you can see her on the website, she is a
Swiss woman with no Dutch identity. She is only Swiss. One of the other girls
gave me two days ago a real pair of mountain-climb shoes, not for the normal man
but really for the climber, made in Germany, how could it else? Those two things
fall together. I am sitting now with a Swiss girl with mountain-climb shoes on.
And they have ordered for the one step higher, the shoes to go to the top, the
shoes with climb-irons and the rest. They will come tomorrow. The other I have
on, I have never seen in all the time I spent an time is Switzerland and there
every farmer wears them. And I am wearing soldiers’ shoes with irons under it,
so not to shoot in the bulls’ eye. That happens now, you cannot be on a little
wooden fisher-ship with such shoes on. I must choose another incarnation, which
has do with the rough life between rocks. Just today my friend, doctor without
borders in the past, and now in the village near me, he came here today. What he
is doing every month, 10 minutes, already 40 years. Because he takes my
blood-pressure and I can let the whole pressure, what means the under-pressure
and upper pressure, I can let them move. For him this is new, because it has
nothing to do with sickness, it has to do with spirit.
It goes this way. When he puts the band on your arm and your mind stays part
of the room, and also with his mind, then you get the pressure 80 under and 120
above. For my age, 78 years, that are good numbers. And he goes on with pumping
and looking on the pressure-clock, and then I change my mind. I say in myself :
“greetings Maria, you are the blessed under the women, and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb”. I do this with my eyes closed and there comes a light blue before
my eyes. I feel the changing in my body often with some shocks from the nervous
system in the bones of your back. He pumped again and I stay doing it, and then
he took the band from my arm, and he said “it is so miraculous, the moving in
your pressure”. And I said to him “the last two times you take my pressure, they
were much lower than the other. And then he looks to me and it happens already
40 years and he thinks ‘there must be a yogi in you’. The pressure was going
from 80-120 to 65-90, and every time I said to him ‘it is so easy, you have only
to say a mantra. In my ccase ‘greetings Maria, blessed under the women’. It must
be a mantra what is setting away all what is world, because when you think that
your head is empty and without thoughts, there are always thoughts waiting to be
conscious, and make an end on the pressure on you. So today I took my real
incarnation to be Christ.
In to be Christ, I am also one of the points of the triangle out which the
cosmos is built up, the triangle father, son, holy spirit. For that triangle the
Maria is the mantra, otherwise you should disturb the triangle, that is why she
has a chapel in the church, she is not part of the church. She has her own
place. Besides what happens in the father, son, and the Holy Spirit. I feel that
this incarnation is the best, because I am born in the East and grew up in the
East, but I have 2000 years Western genes in me, so I must not make more from
myself that I am. I am a free man who is Christ. Rome said 40 years ago to all
its monks and nuns “the corpus of Christ must go from your crosses you are
praying on, you must take Christ in you, you must be him”. I followed some
months ago a congress in Germany from all cardiologists, hart-specialists,
hart-neurologists, not only from Germany, it was an enormous great coming
together from high specialist people in the knowing from the heart. They came
in that congress what was going out from Germany, because in Germany they had
found great pieces of land where all the inhabitants have the blood pressure
65-90. they have studied this in laboratories, and came to the conclusion that
the cell in the body needs 65-90 to be on its best function. That all what here
in Europe normal is, 80 low, 120 as above, is the most healthy pressure, on that
great congress in Germany they came to the conclusion that 80-120 is already an
arteriosclerosis. And the genes of the body have taken this as the most health,
so that young children have already this arteriosclerosis. So in Europe every
newborn has already so much chalk in the body that the arteriosclerosis is
already there just after born.
Now they are busy in Germany to find out what is the reason from all those
thousands of people who have 65-90, and why just that number. But I know,
because I can make it in myself, and when there is not a visitor so as my friend
the doctor, then I have that 65-90, and the girl, that is not this Swiss girl,
it is another girl, who is following all my steps, and not only understands me
but she can be that what I am. And the marvelous is, that also she has the
65-90, and we both have a rhythm of heart beating just above and around the 60
beats a second.
So your health has to do with your believing, or with the intention in which
you can go in the mantra. It has to do with to take distance from the world, and
with your food. Eat in the direction of a monk. Not so as people who try to
force themselves, no, only to have the discipline. You take your fish, you take
your meat, and above all you take your grain, because that is the base.
I am now a mountain man, I live in India, like in 1960 the hippies lived in
and the flower-power people lived in, because they were busy with this way to
go, with this Tao. You hear no longer from them, but when there should be no
Internet you even should not know that I exist. I end with the words that open
the gate to be Christ, named “I will not longer carry my own suffering, I will
carry the suffering from the world”. This is the gate.
Zen Master Anton Heyboer
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